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[15 Aug 2004|10:36pm]

heyyyyyy

i got a new live journal cuz i wanted it 2 be friends only sooo go there and leave a comment if you wish to be added
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goooo!!

<3* Jen

 

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[27 Jul 2004|10:26pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

umm i didnt feel like posting pics on here..2 much work soo i just made a photo site yea umm clikc on the link 2 see the pictures from the party

CLICKK HERE

okay wow...lets see monday had a little party thingie at my house it was SOOOOOOOOOO much fun wow i <3 every1 that came wow i missed every1 soo effing much...haah yea soo after every1 left....kt n ashley slept over.....haah "my biggest fear is a retarded person under my couch grabbing my leg" wow haha good times im sucha loser... =p oh well...yea soo umm then.....oh yea...."when i pull my hair back in a pony tial i get hyper" ahhaha ily kt!!!!shytsofrinic...*cant spell* yea im sucha sped i cant talk or type but its all good..ahh 2 lazy 2 type what we did yea umm we hung out i <3 u guys sooo much!! okay soo yea after that the next day *tuesday* we hung out all day then went 2 kts house n slept over her house hahahaha good times there 2 with the camrea *look at my site u'll see what i mean* haha ily guys wow good times then i had 2 leave early on *wednesday* 2 go2 the doctor then i had skating n my teacher didnt show up!! grr god dammit soo instead i went 2 the mall <3 n got new pants i <3 them!!! ahah welllll im out nigga peace!!

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[24 Jul 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | blah ]

stuff i got in NYC oh lala care 2 look??Collapse )

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um..... [23 Jul 2004|01:46pm]
[ mood | full ]

Survey thing i stole from jessica...Care to read??Collapse )

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[21 Jul 2004|09:59pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

NYC Pictures Oh La LaCollapse )

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[21 Jul 2004|09:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

hmm i like this quote...i duno why but i just do

It's hard to believe that at one point in our lives we were so close to eachother. Now thanks to one thing that happened, e v e r y t h i n g has changed. It's pretty much like you shut me out of your life and never want to talk to me again, and I guess that's what hurts the most

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[12 Jul 2004|05:17am]
[ mood | tired ]

hmm lets see im in NJ i went 2 NYC woot woot ahh i <3 it im living there just thought id inform every1 i decided that like 2 years ago...yea um hmm i gotta buncha pictures n clothes which i will take pcis of my clothes n put them on the website...hm....i want a lousi vuitton bag :(....grrr yea well im at work wit my aunt but its 2 early 4 me 2 start working n my feet r KILLING me from wallking around ALLLLLL day wow....its a lotta work taht NYC ahahha yeaaaa i <3 the store H&M haha its awesome n i went 2 TOYS R US!!!! and went on this ferris wheel there i got2 go in the monolpy car :) hehehe it was fun cept that im afarid of heights......but its all good yea it was fun well im gonna goo now pleace

 

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[08 Jul 2004|03:30pm]
yooo wuddup im at work...haha i lost track of score haha sorry jess i'll try 2 remember it later well ic ant talk long cuz mi padre might catch me oops...ya im not gonna write 4 a LONG time soooo yeaaaaaaaa well im gonna go soo peace

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[23 Jun 2004|11:00am]

Score
Jenny: 11111
Jess: 11

hehe im soo winning ur going down sweetie!!

marcy im soo sorry hang in there im here 4 u!! ily

well im going camping now soo i wont be updating till sunday night or monday n i wont b online till then we'll i'll talk 2 every1 then bye bye

</3* Always

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[22 Jun 2004|01:10pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Jess: 1
Jenny: 1111

hehe im soo winning


my lovely 2 days with jessicaCollapse )

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[20 Jun 2004|06:25pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Jenny Vs. Jess
Score:*pretend its roman numerials*
Jenny: 11
Jess: 1
i think yea i soo got u in NJ and just now..and u only got me once soo i soo win!!!

June17-21
Thursday-Monday

Vacations where i wanna be lalala*if you would like too hear about my lovely times clickkk*Collapse )

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[17 Jun 2004|08:35pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

yea umm okay lets see....wednesday i spent like the whole day with allison jane what could be better then spending the last day of school with allie jane i feel soo unbeleivalby special yea umm we hung out played the ouija board it wasnt working at first because....allie DOESNT beleive in it and shes loosing her VIRGINITY AT AGE 19!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahhahahhahaha allie thats b4 u get married..unless u get married young ahah ily well we had a good time ont he trampoline she sang 2 me

yea well im at jackies right now so i cant write much soo im out peace

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[12 Jun 2004|06:59pm]

ahh omg this weekend best weekend in sucha long time!!!!!

okay friday: jackie was suposed 2 come over but she got grounded 4 like 6 HOURS OMG and she hated every minuet of it...try a month sweetie haha...yea she was supposed 2 call me b4 she went 2 allies dance recitle but did she?? NOPE haha oh well its all good yea soo i did like nothing firday oh wait just kidding i go MY OWN ROOM!!! omg its soo exciting its soo cool i got a mirror and yea really cool stuff n its a pretty big room n i <3 it with all my heart...

saturday: jessie lee was suposed 2 come over but then her madre wouldn't let her come over *tear* soo were just gonna have to decorate another day...yea soo um then jacqueline came over n we hold on...oh yea we talked and went out on the roof and went on the trampoline and got redi 4 the movies..and then JESSIE came over 4 a little bit n yea she jumped on the tramp with my brother and taught him how2 do jumps and stuff shes def. gymnastics jessie*i think we called it that*....then allie came 2 pick us up about 20 mins late but its all good.....and then we got2 the movies n i saw JESS!!! and MEGHAN!! and soo many other people yea it was sucha good time hmm i miss those good ol days...yea okay soo we went 2 see stepford wives *i think thats what its called* yea it was pretty good then we walked 2 unos n me n a buncha people had some good times yeaaaa then we went 2 lay out on the grass...yea then MEGHAN AND JESS AND JACKIE slept over omg it was soo cool and it was in my OWN room...yea it was pretty exciting yea we played the OUIJA board 4 like 840384032 hours we had some pretty weird answeres haah jess meghan and jackie wow...lotsa bondage time...yea it was awesome..

sunday: lets see we woke up my mommy got us dunkin doughnuts n jess had2 leave early *tear* but yea after she left i think me mehgan and jackie ate and then we went on the trampoline maybe haha wow i got sucha bad memory...yea then we went on the roof 2 tan and had long conversations and then meghan left and me n jackie played the ouija board 4 a long time n we danced around and ate and jumped on the tramp anddd yea thats pretty much my day

WOW BEST EFFING WEEKEND IN A LONG TIME!!!haha

jackie jess and meghan ilysm

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[10 Jun 2004|04:34pm]
[ mood | excited ]

yea okay im bored soo im gonna post random lyrics n yea

i never felt this way before, open chest, heart on the floor i never wished that i was dead until i met you

time goes by. i just try to hold my head up high people try to deny, classify or just hide and the feelings whats inside broken hearts and hard times dont let life break you down this time.

if i told you that i love you woul dit matter at all if i told you that i need you would you catch me if i fall.

promises, shattered pieces memories of nothing cowardly you'll face this all alone you're finding your truths are nothing but lies still no one knows you see yourself run but i see you crawling to face the truth you're hesitant now, your heart bust be burning ripping and tearing, your insides are numb resless and weak, time to start over nothing to keep them from emptiness now.

theres nothing without you the days we once had are through i'm lost, broke, confused but i won't give up on you tonight all i see is your face now on everyone else and now i know how scared you were all by youreself

and if my life should fall apart would you be there will you be there

sick of the way i am feeling waking up, watching myself slipping should i just take out my eyes no longer want them for this life acting strong only on the outside hiding shame and pain on the outside ive tried to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist.

please let me breathe 'cause you're choking me and my feelings this is my fault downward i fall my minds slipping my minds slipping away i never thought this night would coe again

Yea those r all mest lyrics soooooo yea...i <3 mest...

yeaa soo im enjoy those i may post more later...

about my day if u care to readCollapse )

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[08 Jun 2004|05:16pm]
[ mood | excited ]

OMFG I MADE THE SQUAD *CHEERLEADING TEAM* AHHH IM SOO EXCITED I'VE WANTED THIS 4 SUCHA LONG TIME!! well acutally im an alternate but I STILL MADE THE SQUAD AHHHHHHH ahaha me n jackie ahh im soo proud of her haha well ne ways yea thats my exciting news of the week..

damn this is gonna wip me in2 shape EVERYDAY afterschool 2 HOURS oh god damnn im gonna have 2 take a break form skating im soo upset...but its alll gooooood...haha well yea um ne waysss im out peace

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JACKIE WE MADE IT!!! AHHH ahha okay spazing is over with...

4 Forgotten Lies Love To Hate

[05 Jun 2004|12:47pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

hm..lets see i got some cute clothes some really good smelling perfume its new by Ralph Lauren its called Cool...its a pink bottle and yea..and i got a OUIJA BOARD!!!!! haha kt now i get 2 play it ALL THE TIME....haha and yea....

I want to wake up knowing I got a boy who loves me for me and doesn't care if Im crazy at time. I wanna go through the afternoon knowing that he`ll keep to his promise and call on time. I wanna spend the night trusting that if he is with his friends, he will still be thinking about me, and only me. And then I want to go to sleep at night, knowing that I do have something to live for and that someone loves me as much as I love them

i <3 that quote

oh yes i got my yearbook I <3 yearbooks there lotsa fun 2 look at....

well im out peace

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[04 Jun 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | blah ]

wahoo..ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY...hmm i'l write about what i got laterrrr...cuzz um yea i duno yet

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[30 May 2004|09:04pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

my lovely weekend..or the highlights of my weekend....

sunday: um....katealicious came over!! hehe i was excited..umm lets see we watched this really sad show about this lady taking care of 9 mentally challenaged kids well they were all her adopted sons n daughters it was very sad...then...we watched tv n talked n played a buncha card games it was lotsa fun...and um..we put on make-up well um yeaaaa kinda umm thennn we played with the ouiji board...i have a ghost named Ian and hes 50....and he loves to masterbate hahahahahahahaha it was funny...oh yea and im gonna die when im 89....umm yeaaaaaaa and im gonan have "sex" when im 15..i think they meant oral sex cuzzz yeaaaa im gonna go2 3rd *which it said was a bj* b4 im 16 soo yeaaaa umm it was great fun...me n kt tried to figure some stuff out 2 yea and then my mom let us rent thirteen from the tv ahha she was soo horrified i <3ed it i think kt did 2 okay yeaaa soo then we played with the ouiji board again andd yea then it didn't wanna play ne more...oh yea we played with wax n tried 2 put a buncha wax on our finger soo it kept getting taller n taller it was lotsa fun...umm we ended up going 2 sleep atttttt.......like 2 or 3am and yea okay

monday: blahh we had 2 get up early cuz my brother *nick-6 yrs old* is going in2 boyscouts anddd he was in the parade soo we decided 2 go see it.....then we saw CHRIS!! and ASHLEY!!! 3 TIMES!! which totally made my day....we*kt mat n me* all went 2 dq then back 2 my house n tried the ouiji board again..but nope...mat didn't beleive soo it dind't work grrr i got mad...but um yea then he left and then kt left then i was left by my lonesome...and then jackie picked me up 4 dance damnnn i was soooooo tired and yea thats my lovely 4 day weekend...and yeaaaaa okay umm yupp that pretty much covers all of it...

well im out enjoy :)

peaceeeeeee dawg *yeaaa im ghetto kinda not..*

oh yea...5 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

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[28 May 2004|04:03pm]
[ mood | i duno why... ]

lala...its a friday night i have no idea wtf im doing..ehh i feel like staying home or having people over which i'll prob. do...ehh but i dunoooo.....wahoo my birthday 8 DAYS!!! ahah im excited if u can't tell....yeaa n im getting second peircings in my ears ahhh im really excited i've been begging 4 those for FOREVER...haah yeaaa hmm i havn't updated in a while...oh yea MARCYS BIRTHDAYS 2MORROW happy early birthday sweetie!!!!!!!!!! ily!!!

If every word I said made you smile, I'd talk forever.

haha i lovee that quote..i <3 peoples smiles...well pretty smiles....and eyes godd i lovveeee eyes......ahh 2day at lunch i played in the rain kinda...i got this sudden urgeee 2 kiss sum1 it was weird.....my dream *to be kissed in the rain or snow* i can't wait till that day comes...just thought id inform every1 with that....

You know what I want? I want to be someone's reason for waking up,someones reason for going througha nother day. Just once, I want to be the one being wished for, i want the guy to say to himself, I'm so lucky to have her. To put it simply, I want to be someones everything.

awww...i like that....

ahhh!! new video by blink i <3 this song and htere new cd...Down good song...tom and travis=sexyness
good vidoe...good video..ehh this 1 better ont be over played or im gonna b maddd

kk and i shall end with this quote...

so take me to an altar of diamonds and run with me through sheets of jungle rain. show me all ur manly mystery and let me heal all your beautiful pain. be my island in crowds of faces. my oasis. and lead me to the holy water and introduce me to the place u are from. wherever u go, u kno i will follow. ur toast and ur jam and ur cotton candy. ur double rainbows beside a setting sun. ur wood burning outside. ur my sweet green apples. u must be the one.

</3* always

4 Forgotten Lies Love To Hate

[22 May 2004|06:00pm]

um im going wild with pictures from a site that jessie sent me

care to look?Collapse )

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